New guy....lets call him Fry

ok you remember this guy, I didn't say much about him in the blog I posted on him, however I really like this guy, he's cool, but we were suppose to hang out Sunday night, last Sunday night (3-6-11) after I got off work, now mind  you I'm usually very exhausted when I get out of work, but I had gone to bed really early the night previous so it was still holding with me.  I was talking with the girls I work with and they gave me a few pointers on how to make this guy really think I'm attractive.  So I txt this guy and ask him if we're still hanging and while waiting for an answer cause I was positive he was going to contact me this time... there's a story here.. I take a shower, fix my hair, makeup, pick out super cute clothes and make myself smell really good, usually I won't dress up or put make up on for no guy, but I really wanted to make a good impression.  Well I wait for about 2 hrs, periodically sending him texts, when I figure ok well I guess we're not going to hang out...again and instead I get on the messenger with a few of my internet guys.  Least to say that night turned out to be very entertaining.  Fry and I were suppose to hang out several other times but either he would have something else to do or just not contact me... I feel as if I was being lead around...again.  So I give him up as a lost cause on Sunday night...so Monday night after the Ultra Nerd gave me the deal breaker, my other friend asks me if I'd like to hang with him and a bud of his...and that will be another post ;-D

Ultra nerd

So I met this guy through a friend, the singer who used to sit behind me, I could already tell he was trying to hook us up (this was before the singer guy informed me that he no longer wanted anything to do with me..girlfriend type of thing..stupid).  So this guy, the ultra nerd we talked for a while deciding we really like each other, mind you I just got out of really tough relationship (sexy body, vacation and several bottles of whisky...and another very difficult period in my life) well I was really not wanting to get close to anyone at this point in time and was taking a year vaca from relationship to figure out what I want in my life.  Well we hang out and its great, we watch movies and play video games together, he's not big on the talking, which is one of my major turn offs.  I inform him I'm not really looking for a relationship right now cause I want to figure out a few things with my life first, which I have been doing marvelously at (makes more sense when I start up that other blog about the shit I've done and been through), so he gives me space, doesn't talk to me even though I try to uphold conversations with him.  I try like a month or 2 later to get him to hang out with me and he says he will then stands me up, jerking me around like a bull with a ring through my nose...first off I don't think so, cause I'm not one to jerked around.  So I say screw it. That was a couple months ago.  We started talking again periodically, him trying to get me to play this stupid computer game, mind you I'm a gamer at heart but when I don't want to play something I'm not going to play it.  So Monday of this week he asks me 'so you wanna play WOW' for those of you who don't know WOW stands for World of Warcraft, it is an online game that's a MMORPG  thats a multimedia online role play game..or something to that effect.  So naturally me being obstinant says 'No i don't want to play that game.' he asks me why and I tell him 'just because I don't want to.'  He says to me, as if this is going to change my mind 'well its a deal breaker for me.'  running through my mind are the various phrases of are you fucking kidding me, your choosing a game over me are you NUTS!!! but I tell him 'It was nice knowing you, have a nice life.'  I'm sorry I'm not sooo desperate for a guy that I'm going to change my mind on something I don't want to play, I don't care how damn cute you are...no ones that cute to me to allow them to manipulate me...fuck you stupid Ultra Nerd.  I'm a nerd but he by far surpasses my awesome nerdliness...  Wow and I don't mean the game.