Alright so lately I've been on a spree, last week I met a guy on monday at a coffee shop, I was listening in on this groups discussion about the paranormal and was extremely intrigued, saw this guy with the most electrifying blue eyes I have ever seen and was even more intrigued. Talked with the leader of the group when he came down for a cup of coffee and we discussed the group, he invited me to sit in and listen to everything, naturally I sat next to blue, although I've nicknamed him captain, we get to discussing various things in the paranormal and I pegged him for 40, but asked him anyways and he said he was 40, his eyes reminded me of something, like someone who has a serious anger problem, he sits uneasy with me, even now, cause my instinct says to stay away from him, its also telling me that he's a beater, not only that but he's like ginormous next to me, I'm a short skinny little thing, and he's tall with a gut, I don't trust him, I'm gonna cancel our date tomorrow actually...ok well thank you for listening to my uneasyness.
Well anyways I went out on Tuesday to a few clubs to try that scene for dating, had some luck got a really hot guys # but he hasn't called me back so I'm gonna drop that, don't like the club scene anyways I feel like I gotta drink when I'd much rather have a clear head when meeting guys, I hate being clumsy.
Wednesday I joined a couple dating websites, now before you say anything, here's my reasoning behind it, first off its free, secondly when a person gets onto a dating website usually they are looking for someone to be a companion, even if that companions use is for one thing and one thing only, or tired of the failings of the bar flies and coffee shop hobos, I love coffee shops but having piss poor luck there too. met a very interesting guy off the internet and he seems cool but we'll see, he's already portrayed a few traits that I really don't care for.
Now there's a saying for us women "why buy the whole pig for just a little sausage." Thursday my friend, whose a girl, and I went out to the park, there was an off branching into a wildlife place so we decided to explore it, we were having fun bullshitting and what not, when a really cute guy came riding past us on a bike, I watched him pass us and told my friend, "damn I hope he comes back, he's cute." Walking down to this outcropping that lead to the rivers edge, we hang there for a bit, battering each other about climbing down it,when that really cute guy came back...I thought to myself, holy shit he came back. We got to talking and I had decided I liked him, he seems like a really cool guy, so he asks for my number and for the next couple days we continue to chit chat through text messaging, mind you I hate text and instant messaging, I'd much rather talk to a person face to face. We decided to become FB/FWB or friends with benefits, he comes over sunday night after he gets off work, I've got my house cleaned, I'm clean and clean shaven, and we have sex...it was great, a little sore after a yr of no sex, but I'd love to work that out. After we have sex we take a shower and just talk, it was really funny and not in the least what I had expected to do. He tells me that he'd really like to do it again. After he leaves, I figure he'd never contact me again and that I would have to wait again to get laid, which that thought really sucked. Well this morning about 3am he calls me, mind you I was sleeping very sound, but when he woke me I was awake and my mind was just chattering away I couldn't go back to sleep so I invited him over, he said he was sorry for not txting me, he was super busy at work, which is fine, we had already discussed the fact that neither of us really have time for a relationship right now. When we had sex the first time I had A Perfect Circle's first CD, this time when we had sex I had Queen~ A Kind of Magic in the cd player (yes I still own a cd player). It was awesome and he totally digged my music choices. After this morning's sex, we had chatted again and he had gone on home cause he had to be up in a few hours anyways.
Always keeping my guard up no matter what, however I am getting my needs met...Now I'm just curious as to were this endeavor is going to take me, stay tuned I will keep you posted.
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