Captain, club, internet and the rivers edge

Alright so lately I've been on a spree, last week I met a guy on monday at a coffee shop, I was listening in on this groups discussion about the paranormal and was extremely intrigued, saw this guy with the most electrifying blue eyes I have ever seen and was even more intrigued.  Talked with the leader of the group when he came down for a cup of coffee and we discussed the group, he invited me to sit in and listen to everything, naturally I sat next to blue, although I've nicknamed him captain, we get to discussing various things in the paranormal and I pegged him for 40, but asked him anyways and he said he was 40, his eyes reminded me of something, like someone who has a serious anger problem, he sits uneasy with me, even now, cause my instinct says to stay away from him, its also telling me that he's a beater, not only that but he's like ginormous next to me, I'm a short skinny little thing, and he's tall with a gut, I don't trust him, I'm gonna cancel our date tomorrow actually...ok well thank you for listening to my uneasyness.

Well anyways I went out on Tuesday to a few clubs to try that scene for dating, had some luck got a really hot guys # but he hasn't called me back so I'm gonna drop that, don't like the club scene anyways I feel like I gotta drink when I'd much rather have a clear head when meeting guys, I hate being clumsy.

Wednesday I joined a couple dating websites, now before you say anything, here's my reasoning behind it, first off its free, secondly when a person gets onto a dating website usually they are looking for someone to be a companion, even if that companions use is for one thing and one thing only, or tired of the failings of the bar flies and coffee shop hobos, I love coffee shops but having piss poor luck there too.  met a very interesting guy off the internet and he seems cool but we'll see, he's already portrayed a few traits that I really don't care for.

Now there's a saying for us women "why buy the whole pig for just a little sausage."  Thursday my friend, whose a girl, and I went out to the park, there was an off branching into a wildlife place so we decided to explore it, we were having fun bullshitting and what not, when a really cute guy came riding past us on a bike, I watched him pass us and told my friend, "damn I hope he comes back, he's cute."  Walking down to this outcropping that lead to the rivers edge, we hang there for a bit, battering each other about climbing down it,when that really cute guy came back...I thought to myself, holy shit he came back.  We got to talking and I had decided I liked him, he seems like a really cool guy, so he asks for my number and for the next couple days we continue to chit chat through text messaging, mind you I hate text and instant messaging, I'd much rather talk to a person face to face. We decided to become FB/FWB or friends with benefits, he comes over sunday night after he gets off work, I've got my house cleaned, I'm clean and clean shaven, and we have sex...it was great, a little sore after a yr of no sex, but I'd love to work that out.  After we have sex we take a shower and just talk, it was really funny and not in the least what I had expected to do.  He tells me that he'd really like to do it again.  After he leaves, I figure he'd never contact me again and that I would have to wait again to get laid, which that thought really sucked.  Well this morning about 3am he calls me, mind you I was sleeping very sound, but when he woke me I was awake and my mind was just chattering away I couldn't go back to sleep so I invited him over, he said he was sorry for not txting me, he was super busy at work, which is fine, we had already discussed the fact that neither of us really have time for a relationship right now.  When we had sex the first time I had A Perfect Circle's first CD, this time when we had sex I had Queen~ A Kind of Magic in the cd player (yes I still own a cd player).  It was awesome and he totally digged my music choices.  After this morning's sex, we had chatted again and he had gone on home cause he had to be up in a few hours anyways. 
Always keeping my guard up no matter what, however I am getting my needs met...Now I'm just curious as to were this endeavor is going to take me, stay tuned I will keep you posted.

double take, an ex-look/sound/smell a-like

So my friend who introduced me to prince charming, had before him introduced me to this guy...who looked, sounded and smelled (wierd I know) like my crazy ass hick ex-bf.  We had met while I was at work, and when I saw him I was paranoid, like did the hick actually get smart, make an alias, keep a job and somehow found a way to get re-introduced himself to me.  I wanted to beat his ass right there, or run either would have sufficed, just for daring to look like him, let alone talk and smell like him.  We went on a second date just to make sure I wasn't just being paranoid, the killer: there personalities were similar too.

So I straight up told the guy 'listen, I'm going to be honest with you, there is no way in hell we're ever gonna date, simply because you remind me of my ex-bf, your height, facial hair, smell, voice, talk etc, everything about you is just like him."
"does he have a shaved head."
"no, but it doesn't matter, I want to rip your face off right here."
"so I'm being punished just because of another assholes actions."
"yea pretty much"
"that sucks"
"but I wanted to honest with you, maybe a bit blunt but at least you know."
"thanks for not beating around the bush, I hate when chicks do that crap"
"I've always been a bit honest for my own good."

then we went our seperate ways, and he still txts me occassionally, usually about to whine about something, but I usually give him advice or something, just not into dating people who remind me of my ex-boyfriend...don't really want to go down that road again ya know, didn't like it the first, second or third time, I highly doubt a fourth time would be very productive...and as I said I knew that would bite me in the ass, but you do what you have to, just be open and honest with a guy and don't beat around the bush, half the time they're not even close to the bush your beating so they aren't going to get a damn word you said.

Prince Charming

So my friend had asked me to hang out with a few friends of his, we meet up at a bar, he has his 2 friends and one of his friends gf (girl friend to those who don't know this lingo), the other guy's single.  He's real cute, thin, smart not the usual type I've had in the past, so I was like 'oh wow he's cute'  I didn't know the places we'd be going to so I dressed up, probably could have dressed down a bit lol.  Anyways we head across the street to drink cheaper beer, play beer pong and chat.  I'm going to call my friend who keeps trying to find me a bf (boyfriend) Hobbit, his friend that he tried to hook me up with...oh lets call him PC for prince charming.  The couple left, and Hobbit went to the bathroom.
PC: So what do you do for fun?
Me: looking down 'I'm boring'
PC: if you say you play video games and watch movies your fine by me
this is where we change seats to sit next to each other and it happened within a split second.  We go into a long discussion about video games and we hit it off amazingly...(however you'd spell that).  Hobbit comes back and just sits back looking happy (think he might have done something in the bathroom...or...he's just happy his friends were hitting it off so damn well..personally I never thought it'd happen cause he was just too damn cute anyways...) Hobbit joins the discussion and we go through several pitchers of beer, having a good 'ol time..well until the club/bar closed down and I drive on home.

PC and I meet up the next day (seriously thinking about investing in that 3 day rule) we head out for coffee (me) and smoothies (him) sit and chat, go grab something to eat and do some more chatting, we chat and laughed the entire time, we head to my place to kick it with some good 'ol video games and end up laying on the floor laughing the rest of the evening, before he leaves we hug and he kisses me, it was great, I was like hot damn I actually got a kiss.  He leaves out the door and I decided to go for another kiss, god knows when I'll get another one.  We chat for the next couple days..barely..and then he just quits talking to me..I was baffled didn't know what I had done wrong, was sure it was either my small, pudgy little belly or the fact I went for that last kiss.  I finally txt Hobbit to find out what the fuck had happened..apparantly I reminded PC of an ex-gf he had...although something tells me theres a bit more to that story and my inquisitive mind would like to find out...knew that shit was gonna bite me in the ass (thats another post).  So with my wondering at ease I go out for more adventures in this complicated dating world...oh and what an adventure It is...

New guy....lets call him Fry

ok you remember this guy, I didn't say much about him in the blog I posted on him, however I really like this guy, he's cool, but we were suppose to hang out Sunday night, last Sunday night (3-6-11) after I got off work, now mind  you I'm usually very exhausted when I get out of work, but I had gone to bed really early the night previous so it was still holding with me.  I was talking with the girls I work with and they gave me a few pointers on how to make this guy really think I'm attractive.  So I txt this guy and ask him if we're still hanging and while waiting for an answer cause I was positive he was going to contact me this time... there's a story here.. I take a shower, fix my hair, makeup, pick out super cute clothes and make myself smell really good, usually I won't dress up or put make up on for no guy, but I really wanted to make a good impression.  Well I wait for about 2 hrs, periodically sending him texts, when I figure ok well I guess we're not going to hang out...again and instead I get on the messenger with a few of my internet guys.  Least to say that night turned out to be very entertaining.  Fry and I were suppose to hang out several other times but either he would have something else to do or just not contact me... I feel as if I was being lead around...again.  So I give him up as a lost cause on Sunday night...so Monday night after the Ultra Nerd gave me the deal breaker, my other friend asks me if I'd like to hang with him and a bud of his...and that will be another post ;-D

Ultra nerd

So I met this guy through a friend, the singer who used to sit behind me, I could already tell he was trying to hook us up (this was before the singer guy informed me that he no longer wanted anything to do with me..girlfriend type of thing..stupid).  So this guy, the ultra nerd we talked for a while deciding we really like each other, mind you I just got out of really tough relationship (sexy body, vacation and several bottles of whisky...and another very difficult period in my life) well I was really not wanting to get close to anyone at this point in time and was taking a year vaca from relationship to figure out what I want in my life.  Well we hang out and its great, we watch movies and play video games together, he's not big on the talking, which is one of my major turn offs.  I inform him I'm not really looking for a relationship right now cause I want to figure out a few things with my life first, which I have been doing marvelously at (makes more sense when I start up that other blog about the shit I've done and been through), so he gives me space, doesn't talk to me even though I try to uphold conversations with him.  I try like a month or 2 later to get him to hang out with me and he says he will then stands me up, jerking me around like a bull with a ring through my nose...first off I don't think so, cause I'm not one to jerked around.  So I say screw it. That was a couple months ago.  We started talking again periodically, him trying to get me to play this stupid computer game, mind you I'm a gamer at heart but when I don't want to play something I'm not going to play it.  So Monday of this week he asks me 'so you wanna play WOW' for those of you who don't know WOW stands for World of Warcraft, it is an online game that's a MMORPG  thats a multimedia online role play game..or something to that effect.  So naturally me being obstinant says 'No i don't want to play that game.' he asks me why and I tell him 'just because I don't want to.'  He says to me, as if this is going to change my mind 'well its a deal breaker for me.'  running through my mind are the various phrases of are you fucking kidding me, your choosing a game over me are you NUTS!!! but I tell him 'It was nice knowing you, have a nice life.'  I'm sorry I'm not sooo desperate for a guy that I'm going to change my mind on something I don't want to play, I don't care how damn cute you are...no ones that cute to me to allow them to manipulate me...fuck you stupid Ultra Nerd.  I'm a nerd but he by far surpasses my awesome nerdliness...  Wow and I don't mean the game.

Valentine's Day

As much as I'm like any other female, frankly this holiday sucks, especially more when you don't have a boyfriend, singlism sucks. 

It all started back in elementary school, they always had the students make valentines for each other, I was not a popular child, never quit fit in with any of the students.  I would make Valentine days cards for everyone else, or go buy a dozen of those cards, put cute little messages and send them to the other students.  With the various Valentines parties the school had we would put cards in everyones little valentine slots that we made then check and see what we got.  I never got any, never as a child did I get any valentines.  Since that time I've always hated Valentines day, seemed to me a pointless holiday.  Now had I been a popular child I would have recieved V-cards and my love for V-day would have been forged, but seems the fates did not see it fit to be in my future, loving Valentines day (maybe next year).  One year on V-Day I was really hoping (The kid who used to sit behind me in high school) would ask me out on a date, but he didn't so instead my parents and I go out to celebrate V-day and I see my singer buddy (kid who used to sit behind me) on a date with this other girl, thus another mark against valentines day.

My belief is this holiday sucks, it shouldn't even be acknowledged on Calenders and it should go away and take Christmas with it.

The new guy...

Well my life just got a bit more interesting tonight.  My friend introduced me to this guy and we've been talking through text messaging, we decided to go ahead and hang tonight.  He's a skinny tooth pick of a guy who is in need of fatting up, that can be arranged, he's a blunt smoker which is cool I don't really care.  Just got out of a relationship, no I wont be a rebounder, and he's cool people.

We watched 2 movies together, bullshitted and had hot cocoa.  He's a tell it how it is type of guy and I'm the same way for the most part.  He's a cool guy so far and i really like him.  Yes this is a short post, but in hindsight it is way past my bedtime and I'm in desperate need of sleep.  Just wanted to keep everyone posted on my latest romantic endeavors. =D  Happy night y'all.